Caffeine

IMG_8651Caffeine.. it might as well be a vampire that has prayed me down and is now sucking all my blood dry. It consumes me, my thoughts, actions, and emotions. Even my bank account; after all, I didn’t get to gold status at Starbucks for free. It’s the drug and I’m the addict; constantly chasing down the high, craving it. I seek it out night and day. Without it I have a bad morning. Without it I can’t study. Without it I rationalize that nothing good will come of it. It’s a bittersweet entity. I hate it but I love it just as much. I act as if I am a victim but truly I am enthralled with it. Give me more, or give me time to nap.